Stuck in Paracosm

So on Sundays I try to do an update on my life, thus the title, and today’s topic is alcohol. This will just be a short one. I promise.

I drink. Nothing to hide, no reason to dilly dally. Yes, I do drink.

It has been around three months since I’ve last drank. Like, REALLY drank / ‘went out just to drink’. I have drank alcohol within the three months, but only a few sips to a single bottle per drinking session.

It’s not that I’m planning to stop, cause I promised myself that I won’t legitimately stop drinking, ever, but it’s more like, I’m taking a break off it. Well, at least I hope it’s just a break.

When I’m already 40 or 50, I would still like to casually drink, you know. Like for special occasions and such. I’ve always thought that it would be sad to deliberately stop drinking at a young age, THOUGH DON’T GET ME WRONG, I mean, drinking in a RESPONSIBLE manner. (Unless some sort of illness intervenes and forces me to stop. Of course I will stop.)

Reason for “taking a break”.

Well, as everyone knows, we may do stupid things while drunk and I’m no different.  Let’s just keep it at that.

So unless if the time comes when I’d like to go drink regularly again or unless I’m with a safe group, I am not going to get drunk or drink for that matter.

Aside from that, I think my tolerance for hard drinks have lowered a lot, so pure vodka, rum, or whatever, is off limits. Mixed drinks are very much welcome, as long as I won’t taste the alcohol too much. I’M GETTING WEAK, I KNOW. xD Sometimes, even the stench of pure vodka makes me gag. But that’s just how it is right now. 

So yeah. Unless I’m with a trusted group, I won’t drink.

xxx